Hopefully its not the End....

I can't believe that he did this. I don't know what to do. I feel lost. I can't see straight. Everything I do reminds me of us. I feel lost without him. I can't stop crying. I just don't know how to recover. I hope he realizes that it was a mistake and come back to me. I love you, BILLIE RAY EDDINGS JR. Always and forever, no matter what. It's still you and me against the world.

Today.

Well I talked to Billie for a while.
We are going to Mandi's Wedding on Saturday.
Exciting. NOT!!!
Haha.
Dinner was yummy and so was dessert.
The SUN's won. YAY!!
Haha. Natalee is so adorable.
She just lays there staring up at you.

Day #1 :)

Todays been pretty much boring so far.
I don't do much during the week.
Sleep, Eat, Watch T.V. and play on the computer.
That pretty much it.
I hope I get to see My Lover tomorrow.
Going to Grammas for dinner and to watch the game tonight. :)
Should be fun.
I get to see Natalee. Yay!!!

Reason for Making this Blogger.

I decided to make a blog page because it will give me something to do during the day. And it will allow me to let people know what goes on in my boring life.